I always had goose bumps everytime the sun sets daily. I would always heed for Baywalk just to see its beauty. But now no more. I realized that as the sun sets, my bones started to crack a bit and my knees started to feel pain, my back's aching and my hair gradually turns to gray.

I'm not getting any younger. I'm starting to gain age not weight.

Naisip ko sana di na lang lulubog si haring araw para ganito na lang ako palagi. Sana di na madadagdagan ang edad ko. Kay sarap kasi ng ganitong edad lalo na if you'r reaping the fruits of being independent. Ayoko pang tumanda!

Subalit di ako si superman. Di ko kayang pigilan ang pag-ikot ng mundo sa kanyang axis. Wala akong super power. Meron sana kay Darna pero nakailang lunok na ako ng bato di pa rin ako lumilipad. Sadya nga talagang kunti na lang ang nalalabing mga araw ko sa mundong ibabaw!

Papalapit na aking kaarawan (777). Favourite ko pa naman numbers na yan. Tamang-tama pa sa taong kasalukuyan. Sabi nila maswerte daw ang number na yan. Pero di ako naniniwala sa swerte. Pag ika'y nagsumikap higit pa sa swerte yan. Hindi ko inaasa ang buhay ko sa swerte.

I'll be turning 22 nah. By my age, i've only proven/done few things. Wala pa akong kotse. Wala pa akong sariling bahay. Wala pa akong sapat na ipon. Wala pa akong lovelife.:( Ang lungkot di ba?

Somehow, i managed to exist because of some inspirations. My family of course.
Alam kong di nila ako pwede mayakap sa birthday ko. Di nila ako pwedeng ipaghanda ng kunting salu-salo. Di rin naman nila ako pwedeng tirikan ng kandila sa sementeryo syempre buhay pa ako noh! I can only hope that they'll pray for my success, good health and happiness.

All my life i never had a lavish birthday bash! Its my choice! Di ako naghahanda dahil ayoko! I'd rather stay at my room and contemplate rather than go somewhere else and forget to thank God for another year of your life. Mas gusto kong pinagplanohan ang susunod na taon ng aking buhay.

Every birthday i always make a note to everyone i loved. Its weird but its true. Parang "Last Will and Testament". I put into account my thanks and appreciation for the people who had been good to me and i scribbled my huling habilin to them whoever they are. Of course i burned them out the night before my birthday once i've made a new one!

Two years ago my notes was accidentally found by my mother when she happened to scan my drawers for some stuff. She read it! Buti na lang the letter was not for her. It was for my barkada so i easily spin some web of alibi's.

This year, my lists has increased in number. Its an ardous task to do but i will never be tired of doing this ritual.

Just so you know, we don't have a hold of the world's oxygen supply. God can always take our lives without prior notice. Ikaw rin!

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