mahirap mawalan ng minamahal.......




 


i thought im strong


i thought i can manage


i thought i shall see the rainbow after the rain nor see a light after the tunnel.....


 


but i didnt!!!


i lose a loving sister and a caring, thoughful companion...


her sudden death last february 26 had caused so much burden in me..not because we are financially broke but because im worried to what might possibly happen to my parents...i know what extreme deppression would lead to...i know my feelings are trippled by my parents...i tried to be strong..i failed!


 


march...yes march..! graduation time...the time of my contrcat in school cause i am expected to finally walk the aisle with a black gown and when the tossle at the right will be finally transfered to the left conferred with the honor and word----graduate. but i dont. should i have not shifted to BS Psychology from BSED english...i tried to cheer for my friends who graduated, for the batch whom i admired and for the company i shall truly miss...but i failed. my tears kept falling beyond words, beyond sight...


 


vacation...at last they say, and so i am. but i never felt so empty this days...i know we have to part ways to my boardmates and i know we have to...but my attachment to them would insist me not to...everytime i placed a dress on the bag ready to bid adieu, i felt i am pulled little by little to their shoulders to at least hang my weary shoulders to them...i forced myslf to be very strong. i failed. i ended up crying at the bus on my way home...i will not see them anymore...maybe not for my lifetime...


 


to all my friends who condole me, give me laughs when i cry and joys when im sad..thank you is not a words. that would not ever tantamount to your help and for the friendship extended..


 


god bless your generosity!!

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